I'm hurting... I can't believe this happend and I can't find the answers I'm looking for. I can't go on like this... No matter how much I try, I can't break free. I'm at the verge of giving up... But I heard a voice call out... telling me to move on. I want to... But I don't have the strength. I looked inside of myself... My fears were eating me alive. I couldn't do what was asked of me... I was afraid that I might not make the right choice and I would fall again... But I heard the voice call out again... I think I heard something that I haven't heard in the longest of times... I don't know why, but I think I've been waiting to hear that for the longest of times... Suddenly, I saw a small light that sparkled. I could see a path again. I think this means that I should follow it. No... I know I have to follow it. This light was brought before me and I can't lose it again. I have to be stronger... I have to move forward... I won't lose sight of the light that guides me and I need to believe that it will bring me to the answers I wasn't able to see... I can't let this darkness swallow me again. I know I can't survive it again and I won't let it destroy me.... I must believe....
Because there are people who still believe in me... People who I matter to... I won't let them down....
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