Alright, time for me to vent twisted
Lets start at the beginning... my bestest guy friend, Duylam, told me about 1 week ago that he's been liking me for a long time, then he actually told Pin (kiwi) saying, "No wait.. I know I love Karina" <-- Karina is my real name x_x; Sooo.. there was gonna be an 8th grade dance, and he was going because he wanted to see his "special someone", which was me, or that's what he told me rolleyes And people were telling me that whenever he tried to approach me, I would walk away.. WHICH IS NOT TRUE! gonk I would never walk away from him .________. .... well, when one of mine and his favourite songs came on, "My Boo", I wanted to dance with him ^0^, so I walked over, and saw him dancing with this other chick named Anna, and I was like, "Ohhhh xD", so I walked back, and well, then when I left the dance, I got a call from him, and I could tell that he was happy, so he said, aii.. wait, I'll type up the convo.
Duylam: "Can you tell that I'm smiling?"
Me: "Hahaa, yeah, why?"
Duylam: "Because of Anna, I onno.. something just happened"
Me: "What"
Duylam: "It's hard to say.. I'll feel corny"
Me: "Dammit just tell me."
Duylam: "Well, when we was dancin to "My Boo", she just caught me eye, you know? She was just there, and I fell for her"
Me: "AWWW, I knew it"
Duylam: *Laughs*
And then I had to go. I was happy for him, that he got a girl, but then things started to change =/
I ALWAYS call him at 12:30-1ish at night, because that's usually when I got to sleep, and I ALWAYS talk to him, but this time, I called him and he said "Can I call you back?" Me: "Uhh.. other line?"
Duylam: "Yeah, it's Anna"
Me: "Oh, okay"
*click*
Well, didn't get a call back from him.. I wouldn't get upset over that so much, because it was the first time, but then, it happened more and more, "Can I call you back?" "Can you call me back?" And it got to the point where all he would talk about is Anna. Anna this, I love Anna, I got my Anna that, Yea me and Anna. I got SICK of it. MAH.
So, him and Anna and Brian and them went to the movies, and he called me at 7:30ish.. I was out, so I called him back, and this was the convo.
Me: "You called?"
Duylam: "Yeah"
Me: "What."
Duylam: "I dunno if I should tell you"
Me: "Alright, bye."
*click*
Aii.. but I felt bad afterwards, so I called him again o.<;
Me: "Sorry, what is it?"
Duylam: "I dont know if I should tell you, dunno how you might react.."
Me: "Tell me"
Duylam: "*sigh* I got my very first real kiss today.."
Me: "That's what you wanted to tell me?"
Duylam: "Yeah"
Me: "Great, bye."
Yeah, so I was pissed =/... he kissed on their first freakin date? And they were going out for what.. 3 hours? I mean, sure, whatever. So, at this point, I just don't want to speak to him.. if he calls, ima do exactly what he did to me, "Can you call back?" Lets see how he likes it neutral
So today in school, he tried to get my attention by trying to touch my arm, but I ignored him like he was invisible... damn did that feel good xp I'm not saying I'm evil or nothing gonk ... Just mad... a mad AzN woman. xp Anyways, gotsa go now 4laugh
Oh! Cuts for track are tomorrow ;________;... I'm not gonna make ze team xD... it sucks xp
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i never had a date so i wouldnt know
and nor are my friends ;_; -flees- xd