oh Goddess I feel like s**t, I'm such a mixed bag of emotions!
I mean I really want to cry and I don't know why the hell I want to or why!
My grandmother fell over and is now in hospital, I had a fight with one of my closest friends, I failed another NCEA exam, I've probably failed my NCEA history assesment, it's my school holidays and only a few days ago my friends and I made up a band, it's kind wierd actually, because my friend Mell is playing her electric guitar, my friend Vulcan19 on the Piano, another friend of ours is singing and I'm playing my harp or my flute!
*sighs*
I guess one thing to look forward to is that Mell and I might go shopping together to actually make sure that people know who I really am, not what my mother actually wants me to look like... a normal girl rather than a black clad 'freak' who listens to 'rubbish' music!
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my little scribblings of nothingness...
This journal is kind of like my diary, so it's pretty much doing to have daily enteries.
I'm 16, and I'm really clumsy and sort of smart
I like to read write, play on the computer, hang out with my mates, listen to music, play my flute, my guitar a