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Calm, deep, peace, love, want, lust.... those words brought me to this place... the place that where mer~people rule and are gods of the turning tide. Ever so gracefully swimming in the ocean dawn approaches and ready the mer~people take the surface like angels and wings blossom on their backs as the fin vanishes into a glittlery water trail..... except one mermaid that could'nt reach sky.

((I stood on the bridge of heaven and hell, watching the mermaid struggle to fly. I try to help but i couldn't move, my voice wouldn't call out to her. Suddenly i saw this man come down from the sky and reached into the water ))

Sadly she became trapped in the underworld alone, forever doomed to alone. til a young man with golden blonde hair with white soft glowing wings reached into the ocean and grabs the mermaid from her fate and pulls her from the water and into skies, speaking to her "I'll be your wings if you want me"

And that's it for that dream.... wonder what it means, and why am I standing on the bridge of the gods and demons waking I find myself lying half on my bed and half on the floor, thinking to myself I wonder if there is such a place for me to exist. "Its Sad." I sit up quickly to the sound of something running across the floor in my small apartment, I already knew what that sound was "A mouse" I sprang out of bed hoping that I'd catch a glimps of the tiny rat, with my luck. I'd stomp on the poor thing.

The male that came to my recuse was my closest friend "Oi, Oi, what are you doing?" he sleepishly spoke

"Be a friend and help me" I tried so damn hard not to show him that I was afriad

He looked to see nothing, then looked back at me "You remind me of a girl." He spoke suddenly

A blush creeped on my face 'Am I girl to him, to the only person I'd trust with my very life... thinks that i'm a girl?!' Shaking my head and smiled "stupid thing startled me that all." He smiled at me, then grinned that stupid grin. The one that he does when he was about to kiss someone.

"How about I'll treat you to someone sweet and I'll catch it later." He spoke smoothly walking towards me slowly still grinning.

I shut my eyes tightly and hoped that he wouldn't and bad luck he did. A kiss!, but it wasn't a greeting type more like a lover type... i blush deeply because his hands were around my waist... i didn't want to fight him... no, i couldn't... he was my friend, my brother, my roomie, my... oh god! i dare not say it... my crush.

"Does that settle your mouse problem?" He spoke in a whisper in my ear

"I'm going to be late for work..." Like that leave him alone in the living room and hid out in the bathroom, my heart pounding hard, my hand sweating from his touch, my vision blurred with lust, i'm in love with him.... i can't tell him, i won't tell him.