*sigh* I lack all enthusiasm today. for some reason I'm just depressed. Its not so bad that I'll end up on my floor rocking myself back and forth biting and clawing at my arm but Its ..............heavy........you know like a burden of some kind. I don't like it but I don't wanna do anything to change it either hence the no enthusiasm. . . .I just wanna sit and do nothing all day. I haven't eaten anything really today either and i don't plan to, I'm just not hungry *sigh* i don't get it no ones home and I can't enjoy myself. Damn wolf I knew he hadn't left me. he was just hiding in the shadows until I felt good about myself then he came out and drug me back with him. can I just disappear into nothingness now I might find a place where i belong there *sigh*
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