Why not?
Why can't I stop crying?
It didn't hurt that much,
When ne took my heart and
crushed it beneath his feet.
When he left me in my time of need.
So why can't I stop crying?
But inside.
You see me laugh, but inside I'm crying.
You see me moving, but inside I'm paralyzed.
You see me hopeful, but inside I'm despairing.
You see me living, but inside I'm really dying.
Lonely...hatred within me...
Why, why, why do they hate me so?
Do I deserve, so much
so much angry pain?
My heart aches
Though I see no wound.
Tell me, please,
why do they hate me so?
Their eyes, such gore
I can't stand this feeling anymore.
They left me all,
I'm an outcast
I'm the one they fear the most...
Why, why, why did you have to leave me too?
Is it my fault
that you too hate me so?
What have I done...
The blood I spilled for myself...
It's my own hatred,
why?
It feels love only for me
My own protection
It is me, love that isn't right...
Loneliness, I am very well aware
that is the feeling that hurts the most...
Their eyes, such gore
I can't stand this feeling anymore!!
Completely alone
I don't know....how to talk
How to speak in front of them?
Such hatred...so much fear...
I can't escape its will...
Who will save me....my long lost companion?
There must be someone similar to me
someone to hug, someone to see...
Somone who has been through same pain as me...
I will owe him my life...