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Thanks anyone who's been giving me supporting advise and all that jazz, but really I can't stand this life.

My mom and sister are having a fight(big wow <---sarcasm) n they're not talking to each other right now. My mom told me to go wash my clothes and I told her I didn't really need to this week.

My dad got mad at me for not listening to my mom and threatened to take the computer away and I asked "Well what if I need it? For school work or something?"
He told me "Too bad. You should've thought of that before you opened your smartass mouth" I told him "Then I'll fail," He got all pissed off and started cursing at me and telling me that if I failed he'd put me in this school (cuz I live in another town and go to school in san jose for those of you who don't personally know me).

So he was getting all pissed off at me, which he's never done before. Which made me angry. Maybe it's because my sister upset my mom and I'm on my sister's side.

The air was so thick with tension that I felt like I would choke and die right then and there.

I felt like calling my other sister to come and get me, but I don't wanna leave my sister here alone with that b***h.

When I die, I want that b***h nowhere near my body. Does anyone know how to make a will at this age leagally? I don't, but I know it can be done.

I had so many feelings that I wanted to write today, but they seemed to have escaped me.

Well for any of you still listening, I thank you greatly for hearing me out. Just one person responding or even reading it( knowing it) makes me feel so much better. It makes me think that people are capable of listening.

Not yet ready for her last preformance,
Saru-chan heart