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My pain is not real mortal can be depressing there affection of love is just not true for me maby I wasmet to be alone. I am alone in the dark with know one here then I here a sound so I follow it but when I get close it goes on for ours now I stop sit wondering how I got here but suddenly I stop it look like I saw some thing but. I dint it is just my emagination so I guess. I was meant to be alone. I this mindless word so I face my fear so I get off my a** then I walk for 20hours then I see. Light when I got closser It was only a empty space just. Like the dark now i stay here working on away to get out. I am all alone with no friends no help just me and a name don't pity me don't despise me cause. I am alone with only a quest that leads to somewhere don't know if I could make it with no food water nothing but a name and destination but. I must believe in my self must keep journeying far away keep hope as every day I blame my self cause I cant servive keep moving a voice says yes I reply but but as I journey far I feel. unworthy at last the end of my quest I am unworth but it seems I dont care any more cause I am safe and finally I feel worthy. No matter what I think at least some one thinks I am worth.I can't stand this world I just hate the memories of the worl I kind of like staying in the dark sometimes people get angry at each other for what they caused but it's there fault they just need to stay focus and have fun life is a game so have fun you can alwas beat a game so I chose the cheat thats the dark now I have to get out it's. Kind of hard but I have to try with every thing even if I have great. Ideas and good statigies people dont care there alwase worried about other people. Like celebirties but there just people like you and me so. I need to try and get out of the dark with out gettimg in to another trap.
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if you are inapproachable, then love itself may never approach
i am going through this
but its beyond my control now