most ppl who no me personally think im a really happy person............... if they only knew wat im really like, when im alone & my true feelings come 2 the surface............ i wonder, if they knew............. would they h8 me? would they fear me?
l8ly ive bin gettin really angry at every1 & everythin............ & idk y........... i supress it usually & no1 notices but then................ when im alone............ it comes 2 the surface & i hav no way of releasin that anger........... im afraid........... afraid that 1 day sum1 is gunna push me 2 far & i'll really hurt them............ my true feelings & fears r usually expressed in my writin or my pics.......... ne1 whos seen my drawings will notice they all hav a link in which they r enraged, or injured, or killin, or upset........... blood, scarrin, death........... all these r usually visible in my drawings............. its the only way i can express myself slightly without hurtin sumthin or sum1.............
 rubywerewolf · Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 08:47pm · 3 Comments |
