<center>Inside I loved him
Outside we were friends
I was upsessed
He had no clue
He was calm and cool
I was nervous but didn't care
I ignored him at school
He didn't notice
I said "Hi" sometimes
He said "Hey"
I began to talk to him
He talked back
He asked me question
I answered him
I asked him questions
He answered back
We were having fun
I thought I was in love
Even though he didn't know my name
I still didn't care
Then he said it
"theres a white girl that im in love with her "
I could feel my heart brake
But some how I could only smile
On the inside I was breaking down
On the out side I felt happy for him
He said he loved her
So I tried to help him out
I wanted him to be happy
So I said I would hook them up if I knew the girl
I'm glad all this happened online
'Cause in person he would see the hurt in my eyes
Maybe he wouldn't care
No, he's kinder than that
But either way I loved him
No, I liked him
This was not love
It was a fake
I will move on
And act as if nothing happened
Try and be happy for him and the girl he "loved"
But someday he will know it was a fake
He will feel the pain that I feel now
And never know that I did
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