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It is currently 2.17. As in two hours and seventeen minutes after midnight. And I feel wide awake. Lately I have been having problems sleeping. For whatever reason, I don't know. Last night I didn't fall asleep until four thirty. And I woke up around ten this morning. It feels so weird talking about last night tonight when this is really the morning. If I think about if for to long it seems as if I can't destinguish one day from the next...because I sleep too little and it does become confusing. Everything is melting into one. But I am deciding that I like this. I always complain of having the same routine and I want adventure. It bothers me to wake up and do the same things over and over. At least with this new sleeping schedule...something has changed. Although I think I should actually go outside tomorrow. I haven't really gone out much since the beginning of the Christmas break. That is a bad thing. I am becoming even more pale. I guess the whiteness could be a result of the lack of sleep...either or. And...yeah. This journal entry had no purpose.