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I am now single.
Dakota dumped me today....
I find it incredbily strange....
but I cannot cry.
Today I've cried maybe a total of 5 minuets about this.
Callie and Lauren think that maybe I'm just too upset to bother crying.
I feel so lost and numb.... nothing hurts.
I even cut my chest a bit to see if I could feel anything,
and I didn't feel anything.
Just numb coldness.
I'm slightly cheered up.....
thanks to Callie and Lauren who have been making me laugh.
and I guess I'm ok with just being friends with him,
but if he ever needs me, I'll be there.
I'll ALWAYS be there for him....
whenever he needs me.
I just hope he realizes that even when I move, he can always come to me with any problem he has....
I'll always love him, no matter what.

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