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My Lonely Day
hmm its apr 26 2008.. but she broke me yesterday.. apr 25 2008 its evening.. its hard to me that my gf nikha... left me... i cant eat bec of thinking her... i feel suffer bec. of my attitude.. of bieng selfish...i didnt trust her.. bec, of many.. like her.. and want her to be gf.. so that im become afraid... that someday my gf will find another one.. so i do all my best... to feel comfort from me... but its come now.. sad before she left meh... she and i made a promise to meet again 2 years from now... to our anniversary.. if we find love to each other... hmm... but she said to me its unfair if i will always.. think her.. after we broke up.. she said to me its ok if my hearts finds anoher... to find if i truly love her... its ok for her to have me another gf... hmm... i truly love her... that i dont want to leave her.. but she say its to late for me bec. her patience end up..she want to try another relation to find if she really loves meh... i do really mis her.. that i fel depressed... i really love her... i cant eat bec. of thingking her...she is the reason why im playing gaia.. she and i decided to play it but she didnt play anymore her gaia.. im very lonely... i believe this pain will end now... i luv u so much.. crying
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