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Fake SmiLe
apr 28 2008 biggrin but lonely.... deep in my heart i always remember her... its hard... to realies that my hard feelings for her will be empty...i can eat well now.. but i cant slep well .. i want to stay with her everytime... i want to say that i will do all 4 u... but its l8... i think she do it 4 us.. 4 our relation... i really mis her... as my heart is always crying bec of pain... xp im suffering to death... crying i wish she didnt leave me... so that im happy... and not waiting for i dont know wat will be d end of this... but i will w8 u.. but im afraid that u didmt want to leave her new bf bec she really loves him.. ouch.. but i need to learn to trust her.. if she really love me.. times will past and i will learn to love someone... but i cant love her wat the love i feel 4 u.. i will w8 4 u.. untill dat time i will love u more but know.. i want 4get it so my depress will be weaker.. this is 4 me.. and 4 u... i luv u.. emo
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