sorry there is most lickly alit of swaering in this one worning people in agvances sweatdrop
*today i will let out some emotions some people havent seen or heard befor k*
today sucks hell evory day sucks well as some people know o bottel my real emotions up inside. somtimes when all i want to go is cry or run away i laph or say some random srumid thind like the cow goes mo whan it gets hit by the car. ir somthing of the sort. i dont know what to think enemore, i want to run away and leave but i cand and were am i supose to go to my grandmas house? all that would do ius put me back were i started at this stupid houst with this stupid famoly and this stupid ******** life!!!!!!!!! all i want os somone whe cairs and will hold me hwen i need suport. thats ball i want and somthing i will never get. i dont get much respect from eneone and i have problems with self confodents, one of my teachers strate up told me i had no self confodents ans i need to stick up for myself. thay dont know what its like. i have a perfect famoly, a perfect sister whe gets all A's in school, i have a perfect brother who gets decant grades and it supper good at art, i have super parents a mom and a dad who is a police offiser. dosee eneone know how hard that is to handel getting naged all day about doing my work and being perfect like my sister!!! NO NOT ONE PERSON IT THES ******** HOUSE KNOWS HOW I FEEL!!!!! not a singel one. then theres me i get low grades (C's-F's) and it sucks. i am good at art and live to draw and paint. m sister tells me all the time that im stuped, when i have friends over(not often) she actes all fake nice to me and stuff same goes for when she has friends over. when she has friends over(evory weekend) i cant go be them im ether in OUR noom or in the basment. then they ask me "who are you and whe are you here"? then i yell at them"im here because i live here im ******'s sister stuped"!!!! i get so mad and pissed then they leave me alone and dont go back in the basment. then my sis comes down and yells at me about embarashig her and making her look bad well fich her and her stupis d**k headed friends i hape they all go to hell!!!!!!!
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