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I'm really not sure how I'm feeling today. I've been consciously trying hard not to feel much of anything. I forced myself to sleep through most of the day, and I'm regretting it, my eyes burn a little bit, from wanting to cry so much, but not. I don't know why, I guess the things I saw could have been much worse, but still, you can't help what scares you, right? other then that, I wrote a little today, and had a moocher asking me for things today. including monthly collectibles. I sent them 500 gold free of charge and went back to bed. really, I'm not even sure what I should be thinking or feeling today.... sad