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XxForgotten RosexX
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tonight is our final day
I sit and watch the sunset
This is the last sunset I'll ever see
So I will savor it
Hold it, breathe it, taste it,
This sunset will be the last thing I will think of
For tonight we dine in hell
And tomorrow we move onward
No one will stop this from happening
No one cares enough to look beyond the smiles
No cares to listen to the cries they hear at night
No one seems to care if we die or live
So why not become nothing but a memory
A vivid acrid memory that no one wants
I know the sunset is my pathway
The road to my end
The end of my new beginning
Perhaps upon my return you will have see the truth
Perhaps you will understand my emotions
But that is only perhaps, a simple maybe
There is still room for all the doubt in the world.
And I know that you don't care
Not enough to stop me
Not enough to love me
Not enough to care
I am nothing to you but a memory
A painful memory you regret
Nothing but a doll stuck in a music box
Being played over and over
Everytime you open the box i die a little inside
Soon the music is gone,
The porclien skin cracked and broken
The eyes are dull and lifeless
The doll is dead.
That doll is me.
You were supposed to care.
You were supposed to take care of me.
Give me a reason to stay in this world
Then you left, leaving me to die
You watched from her arms
You watched as I went mad and slowly died
Writhing in pain, wanting it to end
But you never tried to stop it
You wanted me gone
And soon you will get that
Slowly we go crazy
The sun sets on our final day
Nothing left to do but leave this world
We'll burn for eternity
Feeling nothing but pain
As it slowly numbs us to heartless ice.
One day you'll see me again
But I will not see you.
You will be someone different
And I will be long gone
Even if I'm there physically I am dead in mind.
No soul left to eat away at my dead beatless heart.
One day it will happen
When it does you'll no longer need to deal with me.
So I say to you. Goodbye.




 
 
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