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I sniff and rub my eyes, getting the crusty tears off. I look through Ven's clothing and find some clothes in witch to wear. I go out and greet some people. Talk to a few humans and vampires. I shopped all day but I feel like I didn't make any freinds. I bought clohes for both me and Ven. I even baught a table and few grocerys. Ven is going to kill me. The table came in a few hours later and I put the grocerys and clothing on top. Ven slams the door and I jump. "oh.. Ven.... how was the meeting?" He glares at me and sits on his desk. I hear him sigh "oh... those jerks." I walk slowly to Ven and pat him on the shoulder. "um... I got new clothes... for both of us. and I kinda got a new table.." I flinch worried he might snap at me "thats fine we need it." he thumps his head and it sounded like it was getting harder and harder. I put my hand on his forehead as he was just about to bang agien. "whats wrong?" I slowly caress my hand down to his chin and lift up. I get closer and kiss him on the lips. Ven sighs and looks sad "well nobady seems so believe me. they all think your the spy now." I stand up stright and walk to the bed. I sit down and look at the floor. "do you want me to leave? mabey it will help" Ven get ups quickly and knocks me down with a hug. "now don't you think about the leaving, your staying here with me" I smile and notice my hands were being moved. Ven grabbed hold of em and put them over my head. "hmm you now I think I like this position." Ven kisses my neck and put his knee back in in my crotch, moving gently and carfully. I giggle "Ven I don't really want to right now." He nudges more "ah.... Ven please not now" Ven kissed my cheek and did not let go. He slid his other hand down my up my shirt, feeling my body. " AH please" Ven teases "please what?". I pant heavily "please continue" it feels to good to resist.

Ven quickly takes off his shirt and pulls off mine. I feel numb and just let him toy with me. He slowly kisses me, and nudges my c**k with his leg. I daze onto space as he plays with me. "your not movin" Ven whispers into my ear before he bites it and pulls gently. "im just.... tired" Ven leans over me and kisses my forhead. "alright whats wrong? I can't take off either of our pants unless you coraperate." I pout I have been shopping all day and had gotten hurt. "im just not in the mood." Ven looks at me sadly and lays next to me, I turn over and I feel him crawling on my back. His hand goes over my body and holds my hand. "your worried about something.. what?" I look away from him like he is going to read my mind. "im kinda worried that I might have to leave wether you like it or not." Ven got up and turned me back over suprisangly hard. "now you listen here... I will not allow them to make you leave okay? Have faith in me." I smile and kiss him, "I do have faith in you, I also love you.... BUT I would also like some rest from all this sex" Ven sighs "fine! But only if you promise not to worry any more." We both get up and get undressed, Ven kept his underwear on but I felt more comfertable without em. I could see ven jump into the bed and quickly cover himself from the hips down. I giggled and changed to a full wolf. "there we go, this way I don't turn you on" I tease and jump on the bed. I walk next to Ven and wait for him to get comfy. He lays down on his side and I lay down on his legs. "You make a good pillow" I can't help but smile as I tease him. "oh your being unfair now" He get up and gets me off him. I giggle and lie down next to him, "oh okay". I started falling asleep when I felt Ven moving around. He mumbles a little and his arm goes over my stomach and he shuffles towered me, he hugs me, but it seemed kinda hard in wolf form. I change then the hug was more comfertable. My tail wrapped arounf one of his legs and I fell asleep freaming of Ven and a family. I was happy, we had adopted 2 kids. a human and a wolf cub.We had a huge room, mor elikie afouse. we live were we are only with diffrent rooms connected, the kids room each there own, bathrooms, our room. each difftrent sizes and shapes. we had a kitchen and Vens desk. we kept our bed. It felt like we were married.

I wake up, seems like another night. Ven was hugging me, my dream seemed strange to me. I don't want kids, I don't want more rooms, I just want Ven to love me and me only. I get up and Ven slides down me like a pole. I giggle and try to pry him off. He does not move and I start to prey him off harder. "Ven you'r awake, can I get up?" Ven dousn't open his eyes but his smile reaches both cheeks. "no, im not awake, I want to cuddle" I feel weird. that dreamed felt like the future. A future I do not want, "Ven.... Ven would you want kids?" Ven was surprised, his eyes popped open nd he let go, shooting up. He stutters "well I mean.... I now we have nowne eachother for months but.... I..." He looks down and away "I honestly don;t want to but.. if you do" I hug him nocking him over, "no... I don't want kids. I don't want to share my love. I had a dream that we were a family, we had a bigger home, children... it was bliss but I don't want it" I hugged Ven tighter as I felt Ven sliding his hands around me. He hugged tightly too "thats seems kinda odd to me. you were happy in your dream. but then agien dreams are ment to be weird." I closed my eyes and I could hear his heart beating, pumping. The door creaked open and closed and we both let go. Startled at the fact someone came in. it was one of the people running the place. He glared down at me "Hey Ven, hows the wolf doing?" Ven glared and almost snarled "he is doing great. He is not breaking any rules and he is getting along great" I covered myself as much as I could as Ven got up. He was still in his underwear. He got dressed quickly as the guy stared at me. I lowered my head trying not to make eye contact. I didn't notice but Ven walked behind me and grabbed my head, He twisted it enough not hurt but to kiss me lightly. We seem to be giving the guy a show. Ven kept his tongue out as he slowly Moved away from me. He licked his lips and glared at him. He jumped back started walking out the door, Ven followed but before his body disapeared "see Jun, I have to go to work" I nodded my head as he disapeared. What just happened? Did Ven just make someone else jelous? I blush and relize im still naked. I get up and change quickly. The jewall Bumps into my chest and I relized it shined more then ever. I wonder what it means.

I sniff the air and something seemed strange. I sniff to the door and open it. Something Caught me unaware and Bagged my head. "HEY!! let me go!" I could feel I was being rough around, they tied my feet and front paws. I tried to change but something was stopping me. "whats going on?" I didn't struggle, I was thinking this is one of Ven's test agien. I couldn't see anything, I was thrown onto something, and boy was it uncomfertable. "hello? I now your there, I won't run..... please?". It felt like we were going on for hours. I felt a stop and I slid a little up. It didn't feel good, my skin stayed in plaec but I didn't. Someone took the bag off, "what going on?" I looked around, there was a light on top of me, darkness surounded me like a cage with no bars. I sniff the air, someone was there. I didn't recagnize the scent, "hello? did I do some thing wrong? Ven is going to be REALLY angry when he find out I'm gone" "Shut up" the Voice was deep, Male, I could hear his shows clunking towerd me. I try to shuffle away "am I in trouble?" I feel a stomp on my tail "OW!! what I do?" I snarl and I feel a kick to the stomach. I cough and whimper "sorry" I hear a laugh "I kick you and YOU say sorry?" I feel a hand Grab my scruff and pull me up, I see him up close. He was a Ugly shot, he looked beat up scars on his face bruises. "wow you really are a wuss" I snap at his face missing as he dropped me. "hmp braver then I thought, what do you think High king Bermy?" A man comes out, human. A human was keeping me tied? my ears laid back, I reganize him. He was in the meeting I intrupted, "I said im sorry, I didn't mean to snap." He laughs and I could see his clothing. He was wearing a bright colored Robe. to many colors and designs fro my taste. "I just don't like you. your a intruder and must be rid of." He kneels down and I could see his hair, He was young so his hair was mixed of Silver and light blue. He picked up my head and looked stright at me His eyes seemed dark red. "But.. but Ven will kill you" Bermy Smiles "thats the thing, if we kill you it will kill Ven, mentally. He loves you and thats enough to destroy him" I flinch trying to get away. "don't you hurt him" I snarl and try to snap at his face. He gets up quickly and the thug kicks me agien, " Don't hurt him..." a tear drop on the floor "please don't hurt him" Bermy stands there watching me cry. "why can't I change?" "I am a wizerd, its a simple spell, take him to his cage" I see the thugs hand and feel him Grab my scruff roughly. I feel my thighs being scraped on bumpy cemant. "im not a spy!! let me GO!!" I struggle kicking my feet, only to be even more scraped and scratched. I notice a blood trail following us. "can you at least pick me up?" a stinging sensation from my stomach down started, It felt like Skin was being peeled off. For a secand we stopped and he picked me, He threw me down some stairs. I slammed each other step untill I finally stopped. The Chain unlocked and fell to the ground. I got up and looked around. I could feel others in this room. "hello?" "Hey guys a new one is here!" I backed up afried someone might try and hurt me. My legs stung as I stepped back. "its okay" A girl comes out, She has a mix of Dark and light Brown Hair. She has Dark Brown eyes, It was harder to tell what it being dark, but her skin seemed darker too. He clothes had no sleeves, laces in the middle, and shorts with a lace tied on the side. She gently patted my head, I could see a tattoo design going up her arm. It looked like..., Oh geez, she is part of the high qween. I shook her hand off me. "im not a spy" I growl under my breath. She smirks and starts to laugh "then you wouldn't be here, Bermy has not made one wrong choice yet." I growl at her "well he has mad one, why would I want to betray Ven?" I heard whispers and few gasps. The girl Kneels down and holds my head in place, "You love Ven? whats wrong with you?" I growl "there is nothing wrong with me" She lets go and I shake my head. I really wish I had some clothing, I wanted to change into a human. I walk up the stairs and try to open the door and hear giggle behind me. "what? I have to get back to Ven, or he will be very angry." "Yeah yeah, to bad, its locked" I growl and walk back down. I lay next to the Stairs. Whats going to happen now? I hear scuffles in the dark. What feels like hours I hear the door unlock, a few thumps come down. I get up and look up, it was Bermy. I walk out in front of him "excuse me sir, I haven't done anything, can I go home?" Bermy glares down at me as I Stare up at him. "come along" I wag happily and follow him, I look behind me and see the girl smile at me. She must think that I will want to free her. I ignore and follow closley. '' is Ven okay? Did he hurt you?" Bermy turned around and Glared down at me. I Run up in front of him "he did din't he?" He seemed surprised, "I told you he would be angry didn't I?" He walks past me and through a door. I followed after him. A room that was pretty small, there was a desk in the middle of books and papers. the seemed small but the books seemed to go up REALLY high. There were shelves everywere. "This is a first for me to make a mistake, I guess me being a human makes me a idiot" I was awed but, "no everyeone makes mistake." I couldn't tell if I was loud or soft. Bermys giggling Surprised me and I sat down embaressed. "heh sorry" Bermy picks up a book "like books do you?" I could smell the new and old books. There seemed to be alot of ink too. "I haven't really been edacauted, I just like the smell of books." He smiles "a true wolf, loyal, and a good sense of smell" "yes he is, hasn't left my side yet" I hadn't noticed him before but I guess the books awed me a bit to much "Sir!" Panting excidelly I Run and jump on him. I change into a human except for the tail and ears, Hugging him tightly. "hello Jun, miss me?" I wag my tail excidelly "of course" I feel Ven patting my head. I look smiling but lose it quickly and let go, Forgetting I was naked. I shut my eyes "I now High King Bermy was mean but you didn't have to Beat him up" Ven hugs my neck and pats my head at the same time. "well I had to convince him to let you go" I look at Bermy and see him Blush and look away. I look at myself "sorry Sir, I can't really change with clothes on" Ven laughs and smirks at Bermy "isn't he cute though?" Ven slides his hand down my stomach and feels the scar, Bermy Shuts his eyes and Glows red, I look at Ven and giggle "now now, we don't want to make him jelous" Bermy whispers "to late".