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i hate myself. im such a selfish b***h. i always am like i am. i make my friends feel like s**t. im never satisfied. why. why must i. it seems nothing is good enough for me. always has to have something. why do i. is it bc i give everyone else attention and i dont feel a receive it back? no it cant be tho. bc my friends would never be like that. god i suck. i feel like dying sometimes. i feel unworthy of the great friends that i have. they r so great to me. and i throw it all away.