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hi my name is Kevin Davis
i wanted you all to read this because
i used to want to commit suicide
because i had went through a really hard time in life
i felt used, unwanted, betrayed, and if felt like my very soul was tooken away
i felt alone and no one wanted me to be around i wanted to say goodbye to this world and leave forever. as i joined the marines i wanted to go to war and fight and hoped i died.
I wanted this because the people i cared about so much turned their backs on me.
now they do and saythings that will forever change the way i feel about people in my life. and for that one person i felt like i wasnt enought for that person and to me i felt weak and hurt that i couldnt fight hard enough to stay with that person
i think you know who you are. but im sorry for everything i tried but it wasnt enough. so now its time to just make freinds and do things on my own. i have slowly turned away from the person i dont want to be so that this hate that i have inside for somanythings will not come out and hurt the new people i will love. it is my hate that will encourage me to do better and not quit. i will not give up so please i hope you enjoyed the song while reading this today thank you for reading this and i hope you like it and learn something from it please comment thanks





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