My_Wrath_1334
well 2 days ago i was realy upset about my father as usual
i was up in my room throwing anything i could get in my hands on while they where down there being the happy family they are
but when they both want to bed i snuck out to the side of the house but of course the ******** warning light turned on outside and he came out and started yelling at me again, well i took off toaurds the back yard (bad idea)
he ran after me and befor i could reach the woods he tacked me to the ground. . . and punched me
he then consisted to drag me back in the house and i ran back up to my room and locked my door, i hid behind the couch crying and shaking, texting tyler to get me out
he unlocked the door and was looking for me (though he couldent) but my mother gave me away
so he moved the couch and (hes now being the good side of his evil)
sat there telling me how his father done worse to him than hes doing to me and how his life is hard and thats why he takes it out on me, all the normal s**t
but i just sat in the corner with my head turned away crying, not wanting to hear it
so he got pissed again and told me if i dont listen then he will sleep in my bed till i do
so he moved my bed in frount of the door and fell asleep leaving me to sleep on the floor
but for the last tow days iv cryed 5 times
iv went back to my old ways
burning myself in the shower, putting soap in my eyes and of corse cutting
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i feel so numd
i was up in my room throwing anything i could get in my hands on while they where down there being the happy family they are
but when they both want to bed i snuck out to the side of the house but of course the ******** warning light turned on outside and he came out and started yelling at me again, well i took off toaurds the back yard (bad idea)
he ran after me and befor i could reach the woods he tacked me to the ground. . . and punched me
he then consisted to drag me back in the house and i ran back up to my room and locked my door, i hid behind the couch crying and shaking, texting tyler to get me out
he unlocked the door and was looking for me (though he couldent) but my mother gave me away
so he moved the couch and (hes now being the good side of his evil)
sat there telling me how his father done worse to him than hes doing to me and how his life is hard and thats why he takes it out on me, all the normal s**t
but i just sat in the corner with my head turned away crying, not wanting to hear it
so he got pissed again and told me if i dont listen then he will sleep in my bed till i do
so he moved my bed in frount of the door and fell asleep leaving me to sleep on the floor
but for the last tow days iv cryed 5 times
iv went back to my old ways
burning myself in the shower, putting soap in my eyes and of corse cutting
.
.
.
i feel so numd
