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How did I let this happen again?

I bit my lip and fought the pain of a broken heart
tore myself away from you
and let the darkness of the black hole inside me consume me

I tried my best to silence the burning inside
when I saw you
when you smiled
when you laughed.

I convinced myself that I was happy
for you
your girlfriend
and your own happiness.

I go through all of this
and you know what happens?

I fall for you again.

As I rewind the tape of my past
I wonder if it will all just be the same game.

I pray it won't.