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well... my mom said i don't need a theripst but i strongly disagree. i'm deeply depressed and i need someone to talk me that isn't in my small group of family and friends. i can't talk to my mom about everything because even though i don't like her much, i still don't want her to worry about me. i guess i'm screwed in that respect.

my mom is watching this show about these people with 17 kids
1 is too many in my opinion
but that's just me... i hate it when girls say they can't wait to get married and have kids...that's like damning yourself to the normal idea of being a girl...i don't want to have kids and won't get married unless i find someone i really love...anything else is unacectable to me..i don't settle for normal....i've seen what it is and i hate it.... i want to work for dark horse comics someday and maybe win a scream award. having a dog wouldn't be so bad at least they couldn't destroy me from the inside and they would love me no matter what i'm like. i'm a dog on the chinnese zodiac.
everyone in my family calls me a b***h, maybe i really am a dog