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Wow..... it's been a very, very, very, very, very long time since i've been on.... sweatdrop

Well anyways, my school life hasn't been doing so great...... first, these rlly obnoxious guys, (not my guy friends, my guy friends r cool 3nodding ) have been started calling me 'jankiens' which is not related to my name at all..... (?) and at first it was funny, but now it's just getting old and annoying..... and it spread and everyone is treating me differently (except 4 my friends, peace out to u guys! biggrin ) and it's just making me depressed crying

Another thing is i've been having some jealousy issues. one of my bestest friends, (Molly) is making me nervous. another person is just, idk, like stealing her away i guess u could say and it just rlly makes me jealous. i mean Molly still pays attention 2 me and all, but the other person just makes me feel uncomfortable and uncool and she makes me feel like a nerd.

So yea, i've been feeling like crying alot lately but i try 2 hold it back during school (caz it would just look weird crying and no one knows y u r crying) but sometimes i cry after and stuff, which is not that great but it feels good to let it all out and stuff.

srry 4 ranting and stuff, i guess its puberty or something. well cya next journal entry..... oh yea, and happy national hug day! (i got 80 hugs 2day! sweetness!)