These days I am getting sadder and more miserable... idk why-.-
I'm usually happy and hyper, but I realize I've been more calm and sad.
I dont like to worry others and see others in worry, so I'm just laugh and smile around them.At home I'll just like lock myself in my room, doing homework, reading a book,practicing clarinet,listening to music,cleaning up,internet, or looking out the windows for birds (I love birds). when I come out of my room, I dont really talk to my family only when it really important, I play the piano, sometimes watch tv(barely),or any outside stuff I need to do ,like chores.I call my friends sometimes when I'm bored or need to ask a question but everything seem like the same... I wonder wat would happen if I broke a bone.?? how would it feel like personally? or how would it feel like to die??? on purpose or accident?
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