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Hi chickas (as I'm assuming only my chickas look at this...anyways!) So, let's see. I'm over my depression and have officially decided that I am forbidden from ever (EVER!!!) being away from my friends for more then a day. I'm going to assume that since my depression and emoness hits either when I'm away from my friends on a Sunday when I saw them all of Saturday or during breaks (like Thanksgiving) it's my complete lack of social interactions that brings me down cause guess what? I miss all of you like mad! Yeah, I'll admit it, I like my chickas. XD So, no more being myself. I don't handle loneliness well so, yeah.

Anywhos, I spent the first four periods of school today in a complete ******** it mentality (not highly recommended) and didn't even bother trying to get my english essay written or my math homework done, both of which I was supposed to do over the weekend but got to busy and depressed to care about. Then, Lauren being dear Lauren, came up to me while I was sitting on the grass listening to my iPod and tuning out the world during lunch and she's all "Whatcha doing?" And I'm like "sitting." "What are you going to be doing?" "...(think, think)...sitting." "Well, wanna come to my house?" "....sure." So I went to Lauren's with her and Andrea and ate peanut butter while they had sandwhiches (PB is my comfort, feel better food) and we laughed about her Red Neck calendar and just talked about random stuff for about half an hour and then we hurried back to school. Found out I'd left my cell phone on the grass from calling mom during fourth period (cause Cotti's gotta be the loosest teacher I've ever met. I doubt he'd notice if I just left one day) and so I called it after chem (once again, thanks Lauren for letting me use your phone) and it turned out Laila had brought it to the office. Must thank her tomorrow. But, as pathetic as it sounds, finding my cell phone probably was the turning point in my depression today cause it showed me that at least some people could be nice and cool and bring back your things when you misplace them. That coupled with PB and I was back to my old perky self in Math (and I understand what we're doing. Holy shiz!!!)

So, since mom caught wind of my depression during 4th period and didn't know of it's demise come the end of lunch and 5th period, she came to pick me up with this little worried look on her face and we went out to Casa de Lagos right after school and ate chips and burritos and salad and it was just yummy. Then we ate a Fast Break in the bus and giggled and I'm feeling much better now. And now my mothers is lying on top of me. XD She needs attention.

Well, that's about it. Happy to be returned to normal and can't wait to realize my quesadilla dreams at Lauren's on Wednesday! XD

Loves and Laters everybody! Take it easy and live it up!