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Welcome to My Freaky World (now get yer s**t and leave)
Lonely...
Now there's a whole wide world...
I feel... strange. This feeling that's overcoming me, I've felt it since last night. Sadness and worry...

Why do I feel like this?

I don't want to do anything... No, it's not that. I feel... helpless. Alone. I feel lonely.

I haven't felt lonely like this in a very long time...

I'm worried. Why are you worrying me like this? Even if there's nothing wrong...

With words like those, it still seems like it.

I feel so alone... I don't want to feel alone.

I'm sure I could find somebody to be with me if I really put my mind to it, but I don't want to. I don't want my hopes dashed. So I just won't hope at all.

Dammit, I was fine until last night... Crying myself to sleep for reasons I don't know why.

Maybe I'll go play a video game. Anything to help distract me from what I'm thinking about now.

At least with a video game you can hit the reset button.

Haikyo no Sofa ~ Akeboshi

Koko wa ame no machi katsute wa sakaeta densetsu no minatomachi
Ima de wa haikyo ga tachinarabi kozeni wo segamu mono ga afure

Hadairo chigau gakusei ga kurasu ikken no ie ni
Sumitsuite hantoshi bakari tatta aru ame no hi
Shitsukoi kane no oto ni okosare aruita
Ijidatami no toori de futari wo mitsukeru

Walking in the rain I’ve been told today
never wanna see you again.
I feel like I’m still wet in this tiny room
why should I pretend to be high.
I walk to Green Fish to listen to the sound of silence.
A man who plays the harp gently shakes my hand
and he leads me in to the story of him.

Kikitai kyoku mo mitsukarazu mukatta saki wa machihazure no cafe
SUUPU no nioi ni KERUTO no neiro ni hieta boku no kokoro wa tokedasu
Marumi wo obita HAABU hiki no roujin no hanashi ni nando sukuwareru no darou
TEEBURU no ue no shinbun no midashi ga nanto naku soto wo utsushidasu kedo

I see you shouting and yelling and struggling
But I can’t hear your voice
I see you shouting and yelling and struggling
But I can’t feel the same

Koko wa ame no machi katsute wa sakaeta densetsu no ishi no machi
Ima de wa haikyo ga tachinarabi kozeni wo segamu mono ga afure
Moshimo kami ga iru naraba kono chi ni sugata wo misena yo...


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