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Seriously? Why?
I don't understand why he can't just take a mother ******** chill pill and shove it up his a**.
I walk into the living room. Haven't seen my dad for a day and a half (maybe 2 days, not sure) and I say 'Hi dad!'
And he says 'Hey honey.' So I go back to gettin' more spaghetti, and he says 'So how'd the job huntin' go today?'
No big deal. If that weren't the only thing he ever asked me.
All he cares about is me getting a job. And passing high school. And getting into college.
NOT JOKING. Those are the only things he'll talk about with me. The ONLY things. I've even tried switching the subject to UFC, for N-G's sake! Even THAT hasn't worked? What the HELL, man?
I'm not as mad as I usually would be. Because I came to the realization that my dad and I have nothing in common a few weeks ago. That he doesn't see me as a person. Just this thing that he's raised. But I didn't want to believe it.
I just don't know what else to do. He's my father, and I owe him the obligation that he's raised me and I have to try and like him. But when he does that, for the last... I don't even know how long it's been anymore. There's nothing there. No relationship there.