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why does it have to be so
why can't you see
by those simple words
that you have whispered into the night
ends up hurting me so
don't you know
those words that you spoke
still leave me with doubts in my head
while i try to hide the fact
that it hurts so
"i might have a girlfriend"
where the words you spoke
can't you see
or do i have to give up everything
for you to see
that these words hurt me so
"i have to get to know her better"
but my dear
don't you know me well enough?
i guess not
for if you do
then you would have known
these feelings i try to hide
am i not pretty?
whats wrong
why don't you know
that all along
in a place
at a time
it just happened to be so
i had this burning desire
far too great to notice
that this person with whom you spoke of
it could have just so happen to be me
call me a fool
for believing in this
and then finding out
that its not so
so here i am
writing these sad moments
where my heart could cry out
for i have nothing to fear
of you ever reading this
and if someday you do
then heres something
that you have always been blind to
"i might have a boyfriend"
and someday i just hope
that this boyfriend could be you