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OOC entry
..alright well seeing as how it's late but I can't really talk to anyone...because it's late...i'm just going to put out ALL my thoughts...the topic of the day?
MEN
...Alright
So volleyball & football season are crossed...so natrually after school we hang out with the footbal players at the gym...Well around august or september I started hang-out with the football captain..whom is jett jasper..and because i live on a small island in hawaii...well everyone knows jett jasper...he's known as "rich boy", "full of himself", "football captain", "baseball captain", and well alot of the guys think he's cocky...but you know ...noone will tell him!...sooo anyway...I guess you could say I was crushin on him..and he was on me..
but you see the one thing about rumers at our school...sometimes they really are true razz
....so like the last week of august i think it was..he calls me up and were like talking...and then were like oh yea we like each other that whole big fanally type of thing.......well here's the problem..I've had one boyfriend..and well he gave me hug..that's about it....i knew for a fact that we were together cuz he told everyone....well you see Jett and I have been together since then..BUT i don't know if were together together..you know?..haha yea confusing huh...because you see he's been telling everyone were just friends and so have I because he said ..shh don't tell..that kinda thing....but it's like when were together he always tells me that he likes me WAY more then a friend..and all the stuff a girl wants to hear you know..
but lately it's been wierd because a majority of the girls like him and all that shabang.....and i've told a few of my absolute closest friends...and well my friend ashley's first reaction was..girl you should be the one that wants to keep it a secret..he's fricken ..him!..and those were her almost exact words....i cut out the laughter and the whole..are you friggin kidden...you can do better..OMFG...that kinda stuff......and well all in all i wanna know if he's thinkin i'm a friend with benefits...cause if thats the case well...then i'm afraid i'll slap him square in the face....because well i'm kinda like the goody goody sportsy person
..but then when i'm with him alone he's always talking from the heart...and he's comepletely a different person then what people think....and well when he calls me and stuff..he's always sayin stuff bout how that one guy was lookin at me..and how he wants me to only ware certain shirts when hes around..and it makes me laugh that he's so protective... just from holloween we were the whole G.I joe and then I was G.I jane
...but when i went to my friedns hollowween party i was kinda like a french maid kinda ting..i'll post the pics when i develope em..but yea when he called me he's like i'm fully comming over and stuff....and then when he saw me he's like...umm yea your gonna have to stay in the truck..cuz well yea...you shouldn't be waring that in well yea....yea you get the picture.........UGH i just donr know!....oi but we've definately have hung out ALOT lately....and when it comes down to it..hes just a goody goody that isnt used to not getting his way...i think is kinda cute...but sometimes i worry about him...because well yea