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I promised you I woulnd't cut,
Because you brought me happiness,
You never promised me though,
That you would stay at my side
I wanted so badly,
To just dissapear when you left,
And I wanted so badly,
To be in your arms
I closed my eyes shut,
And thought,
That maybe if I shut them hard enough,
I woulnd't be able to feel anymore pain
It felt like hours,
Just sitting on the floor,
Crying in my hands,
Wishing something would save me
Deep inside I knew though,
That nothing and nobody could help me now,
There was no one to live for,
And I was certain I wouldn't be missed
Now, I'm stading by you,
Crying at my coffin,
I would say I'm sorry,
But you can't hear me
But you should know now,
I am sorry I broke my promise,
I am sorry I didn't say goodbye,
I am sorry for the pain I'm putting you through
But, I am not sorry for leaving,
Because now I can't feel the pain
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