Fairy tales do come true, 'cuz they did when I met you <3 ~
Now I'm so in love, so deep in love, with you .:
Mmmm . . . love that song heart
Anyways, life is crap.
I seriously seem to be losing like all my IRL friends xD; I make humour out of it though. Who'd want a friend who just forgets about you after like what, 3 good years of friendship? ^^; People just need t mature ;3 <3
I'm really trying not to let it get to me though. This was like the first time in *counts* . . 4 years that I've cried in school gonk But it wasn't all ballin down crying. More like tears of frustration e__e; Frustrated with my friends. Frustrated that no one cares about me, not even my family ^^; My sister has become the attention getter now. Don't know why, they just seem to care for her more e___e; You can tell that I really do like people who care for me .___.;
And now I'm even starting to doubt my gaia friends gonk T____T I never thought it would result to that. Everyone seems to be just getting pissed at me. They start to ignore me, talk about me, and crap like that. Meh, atleast IM me once in a while to see if I'm alive? gonk
Hopefully others are having a bettor time than me. In conclusion, my one best friend, we seem to have lost touch. And I think I should blame myself. And I know damn well that she feels the same way. All that bullshit we said to eachother last year, that we'd be friends forever and crap, it's technically not happening. I started crying about this issue in World History. Gawd ;__; . . . I actually cried over this friendship, why? Because she was the one who I could turn to with my problems. You don't know how many times I've called her, crying, and she actually listened to me. And now I feel that if I did that again, her response would be "Whatever, I don't know, yes, no, I don't care" Either of those. Why? Because she's been saying that to me for a good amount of time now. kjrlkjffgalkjdflalhdg. I still love her to death, but I don't know what's the use if she won't even take the courage to talk to me. Call me once in a while. I commit suicide? Come to my funeral. I cut myself? Yell at me. Show some feelings that you care.
Ugh, all this rudeness in the world o__<; I want to go back to India. Get out of this hell, you know?
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