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WHO IN THE HELL CAME UP WITH THAT IDEA,
I didnt knowthat life sucks so bad it isnt that I am not happy I am very happy so to say.
But I get tired of everything tired of the whinning from some people tired of stubbornes from some people and especially tired of myself because I keep thinking tommorow is another day it is going to be better,
I know it is isnt to going be better.

Not long ago I watched into the mirror and saw myself completly different I didnt know who that face was it was dark and mean,
people say to me you have changed you used to be so happy I was happy but I can´t be happy anymore.
The people who I love are fading away and the sad thing is I dont care I just want to be left alone with my toughts,
I know as one of the few people you need friends and family but to be honest I dont care if I wasnt there tomorrow.

It als sounds selfish and mean but why should I care for anyone of them if they don´t care for me.
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I hope some day somebody will love me for who I am.