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"im sorry." he said, looking away from her face. "i have no more room to love you in me. its over"
the two last words seemed to ecco through her entire boddy, leaving a hollowed pain behind. it was over. she knew this even before he admited it. she still loved him and she knew it. she hated every part of herself that loved him. every part that still wanted to be healed by him. there was no willingness to keep that fealing with her. she wanted it gone, but couldnt get rid of it.
"can we still be friends?" he asked after a long moment, snapping her out of her trance.
she staired at him blankly, saying nothing. this simple question made her sick with discust. how could he ask to be friends if he was dumping her right now? no, there was no posibility. none at all.
she swallowed hard. "no" she whispered in a hard tone that was close to breaking.
hot tears streamed down her cheeks. he reached instinktively to wipe the moisture from her face. she slaped his hand and scowled at him.
"dont touch me." she growled.
"im...sorry." he said. "old habbits die hard."
"this one will die quickly." the venom in those words seemed to cut at his cmposer. she wasnt just sad anymore, she was pissed.
the girl stormed away, an idea forming in her head, and an evil grin spread accross her face. she was going to make him pay.
"wait!" he called after her. "please dont go yet!"
she didnt respond, just kept walking on to her house. she knew exsactly what she was going to do to him, and to herself. she would be justifyed.

once inside her house, she turned and locked the door. no one needed to know wat was going to happen just yet. the girl walked into the kitchen, and pulled oppen the silverware drawr. her eyes scanned accross the medal utincles, stopping on a stainless steel butchers knife. she grined evily.
"just wait." she said to herself. "itll be just like if we got married." her tone was abit cheary in a freeky way. she chuckled.
now for the next step in her plan. the girl pulled out her cell phone from her pocket and dialed his number.
"hello?" he said.
"hi. look im sorry for loosing it back there." she apologized sencerely. "do you want to come over and talk about this? please?" she begged.
"yes. that would be verry good."
"great. be here in about ten min?" she asked.
"i'll be there."
she smiled and hung up the phone.

a few moments passed and there came a nock at the door.
she got up and unlocked it, opening it to let him in.
"glad you came" she smiled at him. he smiled back.
"glad your alowing me to talk to you" he replyed.
she motioned for him to sit down on the coutch, and he did. she sat next to him, trying to look composed.
"look." she started. "i still love you and i really want to be with you." the girl admited.
'i know hun." he said. "but i just dont feal the same way anymore. im sorry."
" i know. thats why i've come up with a solution." she exsplained.
his eyesbrow raised the slightest, curious as to what she was thinking about. she put both her hands on his shoulders. "do you remember the final line in a marrage serimony?" she asked.
"we're not married." he said, still abit confused.
"thats not what i asked. do you know the line?" she pressed.
"umm, you may kiss the bride?" he guessed.
she shook her head and pulled him into a hug. "im afraid not." she said. with one hand, she reached under a pillow that was behind him on the couch and pulled out the butchers knife.
"the line your looking for is "till death do us part."" she said, then drove the blade into his back. he choked out a scream of pain befor falling limp and silent.
she pulled the knife from him and kissed his face.
"till death do us part..." she said again. "see you in hell." was her final words befor she jammed the knife into her own chest and fell dead.