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Den of Madsters
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Emotional Masking
ever felt like when somebody asks if your alright and you say okay even when your really not that they would just go along with what you said? DO you wish somebody would finally say Tell the truth?
i do and i'm sick of waiting... NObody really cares even when they say your their best friend or boyfriend or girlfriend. In the end remember that the ones you love the most hurt and stomp on your heart with words of the foul and the bleak.
What i wish for? well i'm an emotional mask everyone goes with what i say and i'm okay with that. Noone bothers me and again i'm alone as ever in my isolated mind free to roam through the real and the caring and the fake and the cheap. I don't blame them if they look at me and find nothing but a surface smile that doesn't reach my eyes. I'm also okay with getting my heart stomped on. I have no heart it was taken and shreded to many times to be beating any longer. Put your head to hear my heartbeat and you hear the empty silence i want to never leave me. It is my silence and nothing can fill it. Don't put my heart together or try to it's been broken and some pieces are missing.






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Doomed riza
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commentCommented on: Sat Mar 28, 2009 @ 04:03am
its posible that those pieces will never come and its ok to have that silence if you want it then have it no one blames you for it.


commentCommented on: Sat Mar 28, 2009 @ 04:24am
After your heart is crushed you fear it finally mending and the process repeating over again. Eventually you become a shallow soul to scare everyone away from healing you. Never wanting the darkness to end, you embrace it. Life is full of chance cards and you may only pick bad ones for a while, but luck has to change. Surrender not to the bad times, what doesn't kill you can only make you stronger. Push on and try to find happiness. If people cannot speak the truth then they are not friends at all.



Eternal Euphoria
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