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	Midnight Angel's Mind My journal contains someof my poems and info on the stories that I'm writing...And the occasional random thought.

	Worst Memory
	Worst Memory


I was trying to get some sleep last night, but I couldn't. I dunno why. Then all of the sudden, one of my memories from middle school started playing itself again in my head. One of the stupidest (and prolly horrible) things I think I've done was back in the seventh grade. I'll never forget that year. I had only lived in Virginia for almost two years and I didn't like it. I was all depressed and the like. Also, there was a bunch of st going on in my house,too, that I had no control over. I was having one of those many days where I felt like ending it all, so I wrote a note to my best friend and told her my situation. I also mentioned that I wanted to kill myself that night. She looked back at me and gave me one of those "What the ****?" looks. I guess prolly because it didn't seem like me. I don't know how seriously she took me. The next morning, I completely forgot that I had written that note and stayed home from school with a fever. Looking back at that, I think I would've been better off having gone to school with a fever. I went back the day after and everyone was staring at me. I kept hearing everyone whisper things like, "I thought she was dead." or "Didn't she kill herself." or the smartasses saying "It's a ghost!" That afternoon I was sent to my counselor...omfg...She told me that two of my friends were worried and went to her. So for about a week and a half I had to talk to her. What I liked the most was when she said that "What is said here, stays here." MY a! After the third session, I walk in the door just as my mom hangs up the phone. She turns to me and says "Your counselor just called." All I could think was, "That ****** bh." I will gladly accept any fall/fox/shiny items anyone doesn't want. Threadmaster! Achievement Quiz! Luna Silverheart's Store [/color:21f5c2a8ca][/align:21f5c2a8ca] Luna Silverheart* · Tue Apr 07, 2009 @ 09:16pm · 0 Comments


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