M'kay. So I got offline. And I was thinking about things... and about Loki and Nyx. How much I love them. How much I want to be with them. And I asked them to make love to me. And of course, Loki said no. That he wanted to wait until I was completely connected with my spirit, so I could feel everything. That they wanted to wait, and the just couldn't before then. And I sighed and said that I would be in the living room if the two of them changed their mind.
...
I was in the living room, and I had just got done fighting Ganon twice. He won with hand-to-hand, but I won when I was allowed to fight with magick >:3
Anyway. Loki and Nyx both walk in. And I look at them, and Ganon glances at me, and he herds everyone out of the living room (people had congregated to watch us fight). And I stand there, looking at Loki and Nyx. And really slowly, Loki wraps me in his arms and kisses me.
And things went from there.
And they kept on wenting.
Loki, Nyx, and I finally made love. And just like I can see them in my mind, I could feel everything there too. My physical body couldn't feel them, but my physical body can't see them either.
The thing is... Loki thinks that we made a mistake. He says that he shouldn't have been so stupid, and should have waited until I was right there with them completely. I don't regret one second of it, but he won't stop beating himself up that the first time we were together that way, I wasn't completely there.
Like I said, though. I don't regret one second of it.
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It was not a mistake, no matter what Loki says. I don't think he's thinking clearly.
Three people... totally in love... making love (FINALLY, might I add) is not a mistake.
Making love is the most important thing in a relationship. Not becuase it feels good, not because of any physical thing.
It's an emotional connection. You trust each other enough to make love. That is the highest level of trust there can be between those in love.
I don't see it as a mistake. I see it as an opporatunity, gone and passed.
You took the opporatunity to get to be with each other in the most emotional sense. How can that be a mistake?
I don't get it.
You shouldn't regret it, and I'm proud that you don't.
Becuase... I don't think it is wrong.
You are more emotionally connected than you ever have been before. You are closer now than ever before.
And I see that as a wonderful thing.
(Kay, I'm done. You can kill me now. XD )