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...Heartfelt goodbye...

There she will be,
Broken again,
The feeling of bliss only last a short while,
She loves him,
but now is unsure what to think,
what does he really mean to her?
At first she did everything && anything for him,
but now she feels so distant && away,
Instead of waiting every night just to talk,
She waits for friends && if he's there he's there,
She doesn't want to wait for him in the morning,
but instead get to class on time,
Everything that seemed so fun,
has now somehow wore away,
Things go on && on,
&& who ever is the one who says "we're through",
won't be as broken much,
Everynight there would be a "good night, I love you",
But now it seems that's all gone away,
Now this diary she carries have returned into it's old habits,
Lowly lyrics,
Crying poems,
Heart broken feelings,
But all the change couldn't last,
No one could be happy forever,
So now she buries her heart,
For even though they don't have to say it to eachother,
Everything's so clear,
The time of bliss has gone away,
&& they don't want to see eachother,
&& old habits return,
Her blood && wounds return,
For the sorrow of the past && future,
Her diary filled with dead memories,
Bloody songs,
Destoyed feelings,
Her music deep && dreaded,
Her feelings muted && soulless,
All he said to her means nothing now,
Far away,
Maybe even farther,
There's a place that must be in eternal bliss,
But here,
It doens't last,


"Say your final I love you...
If you don't that's fine...
It wouldn't have saved anything anyways...
Cause for here on now...
We're gone from the world of light...
At least...
I am...
&& I don't want you to come && save me...
Because I'll be staying there for a long time...
So here I'll say this for you...
Though I know it means nothing...
Good bye...
Good night....
Good day...
Till our souls meet again...
I love you...
Sweet Dreams...
From here && evermore..."


She walks away,
knowing he won't hear,
but it doesn't matter to her,
She waves again,
&& dissapears into the mist...


"Good Bye Forever, My Love...
I'm sure one day...
I'll miss you"