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My life sucks
My life suck
My life is gone
My life mean's nothing to people
My life is nothing to no one
My life should just end now

Why does it feel like I'm being ditched
Why does it feel like I'm alone it the world
Why does it feel like I have nothing to live for
Why does it feel like I have to die
Why does it feel like I am dying inside

My heart needs more then anyone
My heart is hurt by to many
My heart is in pain
My heart is calling out to you
My heart is trying to heal, it just can't
My heart is always getting hurt

Why do I have to live this awful life?
Why do I have to ride this awful ride?
Why do I have to fall into the deep black hole called my heart?
Why do I have to fall in love?


Just, why can't god just call me to heaven and to live in peace? Why does he take my love ones if he will never take me? My soul is trouchered my many. My heart has had enough pain. My heart feels death, I cry for help in my sleep as I scream for people that are running from me. Why does the sun rise and falles? Why is the Moon so beautiful? Why do I gaze at it at night for so many hours? At lest the moon is not lonley, like I am. Am I not living for people to hear my screams? My heart is in to much pain, My heart needs it the most, why does it troucher my soul? Why Neil, why do you cause me this much pain?