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cry I officially mark this day as one of the worst days in my life. Things are going really bad really fast. I can't believe that our group is seperating the way that it is. How can it be that things are happening like this? How can it be that our once tight group...almost family...is now on the verge of even existing? What happened to all of the friendships? To all of the thngs we once said about always being friends no matter what? I understand that sooner or later we would stop hanging out as much. What I don't understand is why we're all talking smack about one another. Why we're letting things and people get in between everything we once believed in. Like me, Nikki, and Crystal are the only ones actually trying to keep our friends together. But I'm to the point where I'm ready to give up. I'm ready to let our group disperse. Why? Well, for the simple fact that no one cares anymore. No one cares if we stop talking. If we talk crap about one another...And another reason I'm ready to give up is because in the process of doing this, I'm only hurting myself more and more. Because I know how everyone feels. I know how everyone thinks. And I know that it's too late. It's too late for things to go back to the way they once were. And that's why I'm taking it so hard. Cause I actually understand the situation. Maybe that's the while reason why I spent the whole day at school crying my eyes out. crying Because I know that no matter what anyone says or does, nothing will get things back to what they once were.