well, the school year is almost over. but of course that only means my parents are going to get worse. i cant go ten minutes at home bfore im getting put down in some way... the only way to avoid it is to have frends or some type of guest in the house. thankfully my frend brenda will be here this weekend. ive got so much work to do before the end of the year its not even funny. and im failing my english class because my english teacher is being gay.
pirate and then theres the fact that i met a guy who says he likes me but unfortunately cant talk to me very much right now. thats causing problems because i have trust issues enuf without feeling like i might be getting used.... i mean, im pretty sure hes not using me in any way, but with my luck it is a possibility. but things are looking up. one of my cousins is coming to stay with us for like a month so things will be better while shes here. after that i plan on having frends over as much as possible so that my parents have to leave me alone.
Just because I do not fear death, doesn't mean I'll welcome it with open arms.
When I die, I'm sure I'll go to heaven. Because all my life was spent in hell.
I can't tell if I'm tired of being alone, or just simply tired of being.[/color:a1f8418932]
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