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*collapses in front of yu from all the stress.* i wanna curl up and die... here's my weekend...

i called Opal, found out she has ALSO had feelings of lust for me pretty much since we first knew eachother 3 years ago. (i secretly hav etoo you see.) so that goes well at first, until i find out from her that she has gotten back into heroine, weed, alchahol, smoking, joined the Bloods -- THE BLOODS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!-- and yeah... so, not only am i blaming myself for leaving her alone to fall back into old habbits, i am sexually confued towards her from discomfort from the fat tht she is a druggie... from heroine of all drugs. so far she doesn't seem to have HIV...

four nights of staying up late to talk to her while i am at my friend's hous eso that i can parent her and keep her from giving in to rape, or drugs, or getting back into relationships with people she doesn't even want to take back....

i get home to hear that Rebecca called seven times because she forgot that i told her i was gonna be away for four days, and still doesn't believe me when i tll her i did.

i find out from shanti a TON of stuff about Eva to just make the day even more perfect...

i've realy just had about as much as i can take... then there is still the Allice mess...