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last night i was having a dream... and i can actually remember it. there was a theme park being built... and i was there to make sure everything was going according to plan. everything was good except for one thing... the bathrooms. i needed to go over the plan with the guys building it. we were going to put in a really high tech one. and they were doing it all wrong. i went over to them... and i started telling them what they needed to do. i used one of the high tech ones after i was done explaining it and after they had installed it. then... a guy came up and he said that no one would use those bathrooms... and some how we switched bodies... and he just started peeing. im not going to lie... it felt good to pee... but i did it IN MY BED!!!! i havent done that since i was 4 according to my mom. and i did clean it up... it was a fairly easy clean up [[except the smell was pretty bad]]. i have a cover on my bed cuz i have asthma and need to keep the dust mites @ bay. so that pretty much captured it all, along with my sheet and blankets. i lay on a blanket and then a sheet underneath. they obsorbed most of it... and my shirt and panties. i hope this was a one time thing. i was telling my boyfriend about it, and he was very understanding. he didnt say anything mean..... or anything. he just said "its ok. these things happen to every one" he's very sweet... i feel really embarassed about this whole thing. i mean... im 16 and i havent had a problem in a really long time.. and then out of no where i wet the bed? bed wetting is not a habit i want to get into.... and the smell is aweful. i opened my window.... and its almost gone from my room... but the whole thing was just.... ugh. i pray that it stops. i know it was only one night... but still... that was one night too many.