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Sadness in a symphony of hate yet so beautiful as a musical note just that simple and clean.Not the same as I used to be I am swimming in the sea of musical notes in a symphony of hate.Ocean lights ocean music flowing by when I swim in this sea.Symphony of love and Hate which are we?Symphony of Hate Symphony of love.Sadness comes from the heart from musical notes in our symphony of love.I missed you through this pain through the darkness.I soung a symphony to your name I never thought this would be the day my Symphony was famous.I soung this song for you I just hoped you'd love it just as I Love you.Sadness in a symphony of our love.Symphony together Symphony never was so good to me.Symphony to be a famous person never gonna be the same.Gonna change the world with all my songs.This is The Symphony of sadness withen Music notes

Two stars Shine brightly
Which one is you?
Two stars all together now
Three Two One we look up seeing them
Shine bright in that sky
One is carefree
the other the Protecting
Sound fimilar?
Thats 'Cause it is
we each have a star like that
Seems I feel these stars shine
one dims a bit I feel that
My sky turns to a Gloomy Gray
Oh Yes it does because I know My Sky has changed
maybe I'm making this up but this song is true
to my heart to those stars
to those who believe do you believe?
in nature in crickets in heaven and hell in god and Satan?
My answer is Yes
You think you went through hell?
Look and talk to these Stars You may know them
You May not know them but they are Mine and mine
My Stars My Stars
they shine bright in the darkest of lights and skies
Strange thing is even when they dim they are bright as The northern star in the sky
You know the star called the wishing star?
The star your mother told you to make wishes on?
That star has a sister named Moon
Moon herself thought differently of the wishing star
Wishing star seemed perfect in Moon's mind
Moon thought she was boring in her own mind
Wishing Star thought moon was not Boring in the end
Moon and Wishing star both coexisted together
in the same sky Both each as Beautiful as eachother
Wishing Star and Moon this day are found near eachother in the sky
as Sister and as friends their bond is stronger
then the suns Rays up close
Wishing Star and Moon.
You two are my Wishing Star and Moon
You are My Light You are my life
You are my everything
Never forget that
Wishing Star and Moon Your my favorites
Shine on!!

Insane?
Really you make me laugh
I may be Insane Deary I'm just Mental
Think you can trust me?
BWAHAHA Your Crazy
Don't trust me
Trust being the key to my insanity
you see Love your trust in me Makes Insane
You made me insane with your love
Oh I wonder why I trusted you?
I wonder what made you love me?
was it the fact I was instable maybe it was the fact I had the childism of a 5 year old?
No it must have been my understanding of the situation we are in this predictiment
Insane I think not
Oh dear here we go to the Asylum for the crazy
wait!
WHY AM I GOING HERE!??!
Why did you turn me in to these people?
You know my fear of the men in white
They took me to the funny farm where flowers grow
But I never saw them bloom I only saw your face in my head your kiss in my eyes.
Oh dear I think I went crazy in love with you maybe thats bad maybe thats good?
Sin is a tragity though
Sin that reminds me your my worst sin.
Dear lord the gates to this crazy place closed!
I hear the moans of the people in this place as the door is bolted shut
the creek of the metal is Horrendis The creek is loud...
I see a man with a axe hes carring a body I hear the rats sucurry around
I fear for my life
as the man passes he smirks at me saying "Your next"
I fear for me and only me now the others don't matter I'm next....
My insanity was lost then I clawed the stone wall
My nails started bleeding my hands a bloody mess
The man came back his smile dangerous
I screamed in terror How the heck am I going to get out?
Then it all went black........


E is for all the ever greens in the forest everything I see
V is for Valentine like I want you to be my Valentine
A is for apple the shine red one at your door
N is for nothing absoluty nothing wrong with you

that spells Evan XD

Even when thick and thin comprimises I'm sure we'll stick it
Valentine of the world be mine?
Apples red and shiney at my door
Nothing wrong with being you

Ever feel love?
Valentine candy is sweet like you
Absolutly nothing to be afraid of
Nothing is gonna hurt you

Do you see where this is going?coz' I do

Every dark corner in the world
Valentine candies and treats
Apples & spices everything nice
Not a thing wrong with you

Everything in the light
Vaulves in motion
Acheing bones and happy faces
Never gonna back down

Beauty withen
I found a beauty one day
She never thought she was but I thought of her as a godess
I tried to get her to see her Beauty withen herself
I always tried to show her that presious Angel withen her soul
Her blonde hair fell her eyes held the beauty withen herself
only if she woulda seen herself
She was a godess I almost dropped there right at her feet
I swear my heart was paralyzed by her beauty
she was beauty withen and one on the outside also
She was a beauty
she cried like an angel I would be there to help her through those times
Tainted love Tainted beauty
A curse was on her from letting her see her inner beauty
Beauty withen Oh Beauty you got my heart at first sight
so don't let anyone tell your unbeautiful
you can be anything you can be whoever you want
your smile makes my heart melt
your inner beauty
the beauty withen makes me wither at touch
Oh I love you
see that inner and beauty withen yourself is beautifl
Oh sweet angel your beauty makes me melt like putty
you make my legs feel like Jello
Hey sweet heart your the beauty I love so much
your the beauty whos name starts with a R.
You know something your a true beauty
you helped me realize my beauty
Thank you so much Beauty
Thank you
the true Beauty withen
Beauty Withen

Darling I'd burn the world to the ground
Darling I hope you know I'm no beauty
Darling you'd be the one to save me from my death
lets all see why we are here
lets see if I can burn the world to the ground
oh my oh my
Lets see what the world has done
Why do we sit here watching these clouds?
Don't you see those storm clouds trying to rain down rain down on our parade?!
I don't shine I barely even cry
Darling I'm seeing black
wait make that Red
We're just doing what the big man wants
What can we do to make him sad?
Well one thing is Burn his house to the ground!!!
Why Why Why?!
Darling don't leave me please just stay with me
Stay with me Stay with me
We're not going to fall not going to see those stars
we're gonna just sit here looking at the moon
that moon is shining high in the sky
Just like you!
Your My moon your my love your my world.
If I knew today was the last day I'd speak to you or see you
I'd say I love you I miss you I love you I miss you
I woulda say I miss you I love you I miss you I love you
I woulda told you all my secrects Darling darling your the secret I love...
Darling Darling
Your my secrect your my secret no one will see you
Cuz' your mine.
I woulda said I love you I miss you I wish you wouldn't have gone.

lets all fall down
like ashes
my heart is flaring
I look up at the sky
I see those ashy grey clouds rollin' by
I look up to see nothing of importance at all
I wonder where My life will take me
I wonder if I'll ever cross paths with you one day
Ashes ashes we all fall down
like those kid songs of my childhood
they replay and replay to my sadness
why do I stay in this world?
I stay here coz' of you!
lets all fall down like ashes
like ashes like ashes
my hair is tainted with those ashes ashes
lets see what I can do with my life
lets see where we can go
lets go lets go
lets see why we're here
My life seems to be still
I wonder why I'm here
Look up at the sky those grey clouds are coming in
What do ya know?
What do I think?
What are ya doing to me?
your making me fall fall down Fall down so hard to the ground
like Ashes
Like ashes
like ashes
Lets all fall down like ashes!
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lets all fall down
like ashes
my heart is flaring
I look up at the sky
I see those ashy grey clouds rollin' by
I look up to see nothing of importance at all
I wonder where My life will take me
I wonder if I'll ever cross paths with you one day
Ashes ashes we all fall down
like those kid songs of my childhood
they replay and replay to my sadness
why do I stay in this world?
I stay here coz' of you!
lets all fall down like ashes
like ashes like ashes
my hair is tainted with those ashes ashes
lets see what I can do with my life
lets see where we can go
lets go lets go
lets see why we're here
My life seems to be still
I wonder why I'm here
Look up at the sky those grey clouds are coming in
What do ya know?
What do I think?
What are ya doing to me?
your making me fall fall down Fall down so hard to the ground
like Ashes
Like ashes
like ashes
Lets all fall down like ashes!


Okie Ashes is really a song! =3