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Idk whats going on with me Im getting this incomplete feeling..
My dream is to travel the world see nature everything and everyplace I dreamed of..then..why do I get this feeling I have more to overcome..why is it that a problem comes up everytime another is solved. Can I not live my life the way I want it. Can I not run away? Why am I scared? Yet I put on a face saying everything is okay...Why do I want to cry on someone? So I really need a person I can trust or to stay with me?..Idk..I want to be independant, but I can't. Thats why Im not crying..I don't want to be a burden. I try my best and yet nothing seems to have change..God, is this life or what?.