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Ok so lets try this again and hope my finger doesnt SLIP and get rid of HALF MY JOURNAL and mke me WRITE THE WHOLE DAMN THING AGAIN!

*in a monotone voice because ive already been through this and it all got erased*
So.. play Batman: Arkham Asylum.. its amazing and itll help you understand this dream and yada yada. Scarecrow subtley hits Batman with his Scarecrow fear gas.. i dont know the name.. through broken pipes and such. it changes what Batman sees into a nightmare.
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so in my dream something like that happened. I was in a play and the stage was full and people just started dying.. they were murdered or would go off alone and not come back, or drop dead. so eventually it came down to me and i think 3 or 4 of my friends and a few tv characters.. 6 or 7 people total. we ran to one of our dorm rooms because apparently we were at a school that HAD dorm rooms. While we were there death was all around us. We saw a girl outside.. we watched her through the window.. she knew where we were and she was running screaming to the dorm room.. we were upstairs so we watched her from above. She got to a point where she was close to the building and we couldnt look downa and see her but we heard ascream.. and that was enough. In the room, people were still dyin. Theyd go into the next room alone and be killed or open the door and be murdered.. and each time we couldnt find the killer afterwards. It came down to me and 2 of my friends. one was in the next room sleeping and me and the other frind were in the living roo or common room.. whatever it's called. the door bell rang, and the other girl went to aswer it. i sulked off to the other room to hide like a coward. the girl sleeping in the bedrooms woke up as i entered and we heard the girl answering the door scream. the sleeper shot out of bed and went to help her.... i slammed the door shut behind her and leaned against it. i listened sobbing as the other girls were killed, hating myself for leaving them to die, for being a coward. i heard both girls die, ad the Demon came over to my door. he slammed on it trying to throw me off so he could open the door and kill me too. i held tight, and after a few tries, he left. i knew he'd be back and i couldnt go outside to see my dead freinds, so i hung onto the door crying.

after that, the dream kind of changed. i was with a new friend, still being chased by the demon. we were sitting in a car in a lot watching other cars and motorhomes around us being ransacked holding onto each other terrified that we would be next.
the dream kind of changed again after that.
the same friend and i were in the breakroom of a grocery store and we knew we were being followed by the Demon. we left the room to get a few snacks and whatnot and i took a remote with me for protection. when we walked outside, i saw a flash of light. i looked to my right where my friend had been and she was gone. from my left the Demon shot at me from through the wall and i screamed and started running. the flashy thing happened again and the Demon was gone and my friend came running up to me asking if i was ok. i told her that the Demon was after me. he altered what i saw to let me know that i wasnt alone. i was really shaken up, so my friend walked me through the store to get me around people and calm me down. while we were walking my friend was ahead of me talking to someone and i saw my exbestfriend with my other exbestfriend. one of them came walking up to me and sai i looked like id just seen a ghost. i didnt bother telling her. my friend came back and we left my exbestfriends and walked back to the breakroom. i saw the remote i had with me but had dropped when the flashy thing happened. i hadnt realized that i didnt have it with me while i was walking around.
my friend and i went into the room and found that some other friends were waiting for us inside. they had heard how freaked out i had been and wanted to help comfort me. we went inside and i started lightening up having friends nearby. after a while i had to go to the bathroom, which was right across the hall. i didnt want people to go with me but i did agree to let them stand in the breakroom doorway and watch me go in and come out of the bathroom. as i crossed the hal, i got the flashy thing again. the room was empty behind me. i opened the bathroom door and the Demon shot out at me. i screamed again and fell over backwards. the flashy thing happened again and the Demon was gone. my friends behind me were back and ran over to see if i was ok. i got up and used the bathroom and got back to the breakroom without incident. we hung out in the room for a while and everything was fine. i went by myself into the "bedroom" (it wasnt really a bedroom but the store breakroom was set up the same way as the bedroom from the earlier part of my nightmare). the flashy thing happened again and the room behind me was empty and the Demon came at me again. i screamed and tried to find a place to get away. The flashy thing turned everything back to normal before the Demon could get me and my friends came rushing into the room to help me.

i cant really remember everything that happened after that...

it was either i realized that the Demon couldn't harm me.. or it killed my friends and i had to defeat it myslef..
it think it was the second one.
i had to conquer my fears and kill the damn thing myself! and i ended up alone. so anyway..

i need help analyzing this dream.
if anyone has any input as to what this dream might mean i'd appreciate any of it.

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