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What if I could, what if I should

If only what I felt was truly real
I wouldn’t need to run, hide or steal
I just forgot how it was to feel
Just give me my next meal
And I will have time to heal

The same is the old
So what so I suppose
Still no one really knows
How it all go’s
Its all the same
Because its just a name

Time to let go, time for us to know
So how can I let you go
You’re here every day in my mind
Just leave it up to the best
And just forget the rest

So what can I say by the end of the day
How am I suppose to say what’s on my mind
Just for the last time
Push it all off and kiss the wall
Pretend someone’s there as your heart falls
And all we need less is our life and lies

Let me go and I will let you know
How we all can show
Show the truth of the rest the fall off the tree
But if it was all up to me I will let love run free

Just like how I read its all in our head
Just let the good times pass and it will never last
So long so far as long as I know
I have made it this far

I’m sorry I didn’t get the memo
But now where do you need me to go
Because just for me I don’t know what to
But as I look at you I can tell your confused too

Still I miss you and I don’t know what to do
Still some years past and my feeling stay the same
I don’t know what to do, but I still like you
So how can I say by end of the day
Its comforting to me to pretend you’re here with me

So I’ll tell myself what I need
And it will all change or remain the same
Still I’m the only one to blame
Push the feeling all away
The loneliness as the end of the day
But still I don’t know what to say
Or how to maintain and stay sane