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Sometimes
Sometimes I go to church and ask God to do away with me... is that so insane?

Sometimes at night when I feel okay I pray to God to kill me with one blow...Am I okay?

Sometimes at school I'll cry and suffer and feel my heart breaking... and ask myself, when will I die? I'm not crazy.

Sometimes in class I imagine what it'll be like if I was to stand up and take my life with a gun. Would they try to save me? Would they care? Im sane, correct?

Sometimes when I see those I used to call my friends I wish I would be taken away... Im so nice.

Sometimes when I know that I'll never have what I really want... I plan on how I'll die... Im completely not lying to you...

Sometimes I think that my parents hate me and that the world is all up for being against me... Im sure of it!

And Sometimes I just wish I wasn't born...

Sometimes I just dont know anymore....
PostPosted by: Rain Daze Mon Nov 23, 2009 @ 02:14am



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Mon Nov 23, 2009 @ 02:32am


please, don't do it... i tried it once... i failed... even if you do succeed, what will you gain? happiness, damnation, what is it? please... don't... don't...
vxrs
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Thu Aug 11, 2011 @ 03:28pm


omg.
sometimes i feel exactly like this.
and i wonder to myself:
do i need help?
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