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UC made me and I thought lately he had almost killed me off. He thought about me once in a while but he had nothing to say to me or about me for that matter. But God must love me. Poika has nothing to do again tonight and so here I am in his imagination again, in his writings, and if you are still telling people about me I am affecting not only him but other people, and perhaps the world.

A friend of Poika's asked him what religion was. My answers you may have already read but it turns out he thinks God made him in much the same way that Poika made me. He just imagined him into being. But what is kind of alarming about what he said to his friend is that when or if I decide to take a tack he doesn't think has any merit or value he will just crumple up my page and toss me into the waste paper basket--but of course he means that figuratively. He on the other hand is supposed to be saved and will be a finished work that God puts his name on someday in heaven, but whether proudly or not he isn't quite sure and apparently he doesn't seem too worried about it either I hope that means I will survive to get to heaven too, but of course you remember I cannot really die but be no longer imagined, and cease to be from that moment on.

He's writing a sci-fi set in the Book of Genesis. It turns out that Satan never did a thing in the creation of the new earth but that the Final Thirteen--the only survivors of the first earth, he calls Pabanebo in the book. It's complicated to spell out in brief but not so bad of a read, however I keep thinking because these last thirteen people are in a spacecraft they are aliens that destroyed the first earth, yet it turns out they never really were aliens and it was all according to God's plan to write the devil out of the new creation entirely. Now is that neat or what?

.Confused? His mind is a far out place to be, let me tell you! There are some pretty strange ideas roaming around in here. You ought to be here! He's been talking to his brother a lot about Steven King and Dean Koontz! It wouldn't be so bad to be in their minds I don't think. This guy is... I don't think they have words for what he is and he prefers the word "cahlfbe" but don't worry if you've never heard of it, it's not his word really but a word generated by some sort of code he thinks he alone invented. Like to break codes? Good luck! And if you already know the word, I wish you good luck too. Hey! Hey! I just thought of something. I could break his code to everybody and spoil his fun. I was there when he came up with it, you know. Does that mean he trusts me? Do you? It gives me ideas of what actually is possible and what power he affords me.

By the way, he seems to have beat the flu... this time!

Good day!