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Cant I just lie? For even a moment? Can't I just forget that I hurt?

Because I want to forget,for even a moment.
Because I will never be able to forget this,ever.

I just want one time,when I can forget.

Do u know what it's like?
To not know how they feel about you,but then one day you find out,and you wish you didn't know
because they didn't even tell you,you found out yourself,but no matter who you're with,you will always love them,
but now you know how they feel and you wish you could go back to the days when you didn't know,because knowing hurts
even more and you know that they will never love you again.

How are u gunna face them?
How are u gunna put on that bullshit smile and pretend?

Because honestly I don't know how I'll do it,but I know that I'll have to.
Even if it destroys me.